Ultimate Dedication...20 years of great music

I've been really into music lately...but it's not the garbage that is out on the radio now. I'm talking about music from 1990-2009. More specifically from 1997-2006. Ahhhh my prime (lol). This was the music I actually grew up listening to... B.S.B, *NSYNC, and Destiny's Child were CONSTANTLY on rotation during these 9 years of my life.

So I thought I would pay homage to the 2 best decades of music (1990-2009) and make an "Ultimate" CD. It's a compilation of MY favorite songs from the last 20 years. I've only just begun but there are songs from Bell Biv DeVoe as well as *NSYNC...what can I say, I have eclectic taste in music.

I don't know how many songs I'll have, but I will enjoy looking back and remembering what these songs meant to me.

The funny thing about love

It's funny how nowadays people fall in and out of love at the drop of a hat. I miss the days when being in love was sacred and special...

I can honestly say that without a doubt I am TRULY in love for the first time in my life. I know it's not the pseudo love you experiene w/ your first boyfriend or anything like that because I've experienced that before also. It's love because no matter how hard I try to ignore my feelings, the more prevelant they become...

Love is one of those fickle, funny things in life, but when you truly experience love it's the best thing in the world.

We now return to your regularly scheduled program

I am sooo glad to be home! Spring break was a complete bust, but things are finally looking up for me=) And it's about time.

I've finally decided what I want to do with my life, and now all I have to do is decide who I want to remain in my life...it's going to be tough, but I gotta do what's best for me.

I' m currently in the process of moving out on my own for the first time. I'm so excited! I FINALLY feel like an actual adult...

School is coming to a close fast, we ony have like 6 weeks left...and then I'll probably take a few weeks off and return to school for summer sessions.

Like I said, I'm gad to be home and now it's time to return to reality.

We interrupt this program...

Spending time with family is supposed to be enjoyable, but I find it a daunting task.

I hate coming home and having to pretend that I enjoy being around these disfunctional people, when all I really wanna do is be with my friends and do the things a "normal" person my age is supposed to do. Everything is always yelling, screaming, cursing, and it's definitely not a healthy environment. That' s probably why my friends are my safe haven.

I only have a few more hours until I can begin living my life the way I have become accustomed to. I can't wait...

When willl I ever learn?

Pepole NEVER change. They swear up and down that things will be different this time but they never are. I have got to stop doing tihs to myself. I always get my hopes up and it ends up blowing up in my face. ON TO THE NEXT ONE

Spring Break...

So I'm about to embark on the college students' favorite holiday...

SpRiNg BrEaK!

Only instead of me going out of town with my friends and participating in the drunken activities (even though I don't drink) I get to go back to my hometown and remain under the ever watchful eye of my mother (the Sergeant).

It's not so much that I'm dreading going home, in fact I'm looking forward to it. I can't wait to see all my friends. I just don't want to be around the Sergeant. She's over-bearing and sometimes slightly annoying.

It's only for a week and all I'm asking is that I find someway to get through it!

Wish me luck...